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hollyking ([personal profile] hollyking) wrote2007-01-10 10:22 am
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In the dark... In the night...

Things continue to be fantastic with [livejournal.com profile] lycaenidae, even though I seem to be an evil man. >:)

The one thing I need to figure out is how to silence the poisonous voices. You know the ones. They whisper in my head that I’m inadequate, unattractive and destined to be reviled and alone.

During the day I’m fine, but in the dark it’s a different story. Daytime is filled with music, people, work and they can’t be heard. In the dark the world is silent and as I try to sleep they are so loud. So very loud.

[identity profile] tithonium.livejournal.com 2007-01-10 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
We could whisper /outside/ your head, if that would work better for you.

Just a few forms to fill out...

[identity profile] hollyking.livejournal.com 2007-01-10 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Can I have a sample of said whispering before I commit myself?

[identity profile] tithonium.livejournal.com 2007-01-10 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm afraid we've had to discontinue the free sample program, as there were a lot of .. mysterious, unrelated, unconnected, entirely explainable deaths.

[identity profile] hollyking.livejournal.com 2007-01-10 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
That doesn't inpsire a lot of confidence, you know.

[identity profile] jamee13.livejournal.com 2007-01-10 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope that my voice helps to override the other ones dear. My voice says.....you're good enough, smart enough and gosh darn it, I like you. :)

yes, a little Stuart Smalley for ya.

[identity profile] hollyking.livejournal.com 2007-01-10 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you Jamee. It does help.

[identity profile] lycaenidae.livejournal.com 2007-01-10 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I am VERY picky, and only choose the best :)

Evil, yes, but in the most wonderful way!