In the dark... In the night...

Things continue to be fantastic with lycaenidae, even though I seem to be an evil man. >:)

The one thing I need to figure out is how to silence the poisonous voices. You know the ones. They whisper in my head that I’m inadequate, unattractive and destined to be reviled and alone.

During the day I’m fine, but in the dark it’s a different story. Daytime is filled with music, people, work and they can’t be heard. In the dark the world is silent and as I try to sleep they are so loud. So very loud.

Take that!

I have to say that hollyqueen is the bestest wife ever. Just being in the room with her makes everything better and with her by my side I know I can overcome. Yes, I did have a good lunch. What makes you say that?

Here’s a few thoughts I had about other things to quash those voices that can torment me so:

1. Tighten up my iPod playlist. I have a lot of music that’s beautiful but sad. Listening to sad music makes a crack that can be exploited, while listening to upbeat positive music helps me to gird my loins* for battle.
2. Read some emails and comments. Reminders that there are people out there who like me takes away the launching platform used by the voices.
3. I’m sure there are more. Ooh, an adventure.

Holy Template Parameters, Batman! My project just compiled. Now the real bug hunt begins.

* Ever since I read Alien Loves Predator I’ve been trying to work that into a sentence.